Another thing that (almost) made me cry today. Finding a postcard from exboyfriend in my mailbox today. Sent from London the day before my birthday, it took almost 2 weeks to get here (also it was al damaged...) Ex and I split up over a year ago and it was a nasty breakup. Just after my birthday last year (about 3 months after we broke up) we started talking again. You see, my dad passed away 2 years ago on my birthday (while I was with ex) so it's a difficult day for me. But to stick with the story, we started talking, he even came to my birthdayparty so I figured we could at least be civel to eachother. But soon afterwards we lost touch and haven't spoken since (except for the occasional facebookmessage). I texted him 3 times but he never replied and since he was the one who had the most difficulties with our ending I didn't want to push him (also, I didn't really miss him nor do I think we will ever be able to be friends again). But.... I kinda expected to hear something from him on my brithday. First of all because of my dad, but also because he always sends cards or messages to people on their birthday, even if he hardly knows/likes them. So now I found out that he did think about me which makes me happy but also sad. He didn't write anything on the card besides love, his name and the date, so that kind of feels like he is still not over the hurt I caused him.
I sent him an email to thank him, but don't expect an answer. Not sure if I would like one either, but am checking my messages an awful lot today. Relationships... even when you don't have them they can influence your mood. Weird.
Well, that's all for now. Better go to bed since I'll have to get up at 7 tomorrow for a training. After that: weekend (yeah, already!)